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I'm so close to home

I can almost feel your warmth 

So close yet so far. 

Zip tied to the bed, chain-mailed to the floor

Lies. Falsifications. Bullsh*t. 

I never knew someone with such a manipulating smile could commit such an artistic crime. 

I thought the promise of eternity was enough to change a heart of ice, but not a single emotion slipped through the cracks on your porcelain skin. And here we go again.

Here you go again, starting another life of lies. Starting another pile of half-truths, and meaningless sex, all to pay for your damn schooling. 

And I know how much you hated it, but all in all, you're just another brick in my wall. 

All in all, I'm another brick in your wall. 

All in all, we're all bricks in the wall. 

Finally

I've gone to sleep happy for the first time in a year. Thanks. I can't wait for our hike.