Man up. (Dye-a-log)

"It'll be good for both of us" she said as she hugged me for a long time, both of us knowing that it would be our last touch of affection.

"How do you know? How do you know that this won't destroy our relationship?" I asked her as I looked into the deep blue ocean of her eyes, which were as wet as the ocean itself.

"I... I don't. I just think that it's best that we both go our separate ways," she replied with great remorse.

"Oh...well...alright....," I said with a deep sigh. "Can- can I at least get one more kiss?" I said, holding back tears.

There was a long pause with nothing but her sniffles and sobs.

"No. I. I can't do that.. I'm sorry," she ran into her home and left me on her porch alone with nothing to comfort me but the cool crispy November night air.

I walked back to my car and slowly got inside to start taking it in.

My heart then started speaking to me as I listened to Sparks by Coldplay.

My heart: Hey man. Don't you fret. I'm just going to sink down to your stomach for a bit, just while I tell you something. You don't need that girl. I know she just cut everything off with you. Like the life support. But just think about this.. You're in high school. You don't even know what love is. This girl didn't love you! She just came to your house to make out with you! Every time, you thought she loved you, but only when you two are sucking FACE. She is a liar, and didn't do anything for you.

Me: But heart, I love her.

Heart: QUIT YOUR BULLLLLSHIT, SON! She may be the most beautiful girl you've ever seen, *mocking tone* but she is done with you. She wouldn't even give you a last kiss. Who's she sure loves you. God what a joke this girl is. She cheated on you! And you just FORGAVE HER! And she even said that she kissed back!!

Me: but then she instantly ran back to her car and left him!

Heart: oh come on. You're really gonna believe that bullshit? You should kill that Conner kid. He sounds like an ass, KISSING YOUR DAMN GIRLFRIEND!

Me: heart, stop it. You're making it worse.

Heart: just don't forgive her, ok? She will come running back to you, and don't you DARE take her back. Or I will make it twice as worse for you when it's over. Ill sink so far down your chest, that I won't even be connected to you anymore. Then it'll be REAL heartbreak. MAN UP.