Reasons I'm Afraid to Fall In Love.

My brain works like.... like a huge company. Like Apple.

I get real sick of things real fast.

I've always got to be changing.

rearranging.

Adapting.

And because of this, I can't keep a wallpaper on my phone for more than about a week. I absolutely HATE that wallpaper and i need a new one now, before i throw my phone against the wall.

I have had my guitar for maybe a year. and it's never looked uglier. I need a new one.

I can't sign up for a two year contract! i can't handle having the same phone for two years!!

And this.

Is why I'm afraid

To fall in Love.







LOVE is not for the faint of heart.
Love is not for the people who can't even go a day without thinking of the past.
Love is for the people who can hold on for more than a few months.
For the people who have a good grip on a stable mentality.

Love is something that i don't understand. And i really wish i did. Because i think i am in love, but how can i be sure?

Love is for the painters who paint new paintings from a blank slate every time.

They never recreate a painting of the same girl jumping in a puddle.

They never paint their own photographs of the mountains.

Love is a sacrifice.

I AM the faint of heart. And THAT is why i'm afraid to fall in love.