Please excuse the tonality of this arrangement of text.

I want to get something off my aching chest, and it's something I can't seem to word correctly in a text. 

But i wanted you to know how I feel when I'm told to worry, and that you wouldn't mind. 

That when I worry, you don't care, because you think it would be foolish. Or stupid. 

Please excuse the rudeness: but I'll tell you what's stupid. 

Pouring your heart out to someone

Blowing your brains in their lap

Dying in their arms 

Doing anything for them 

To show them how much you adore them. 

Only to have them turn around and (for lack of poetic phrasing) cheat.

Every time. 

That's stupid. 

Just saying.