The perfect end to a perfect night.

I don't know what to say about it. The times we've spent staring at that purple light just talking and kissing feel like eternity. And it feels like Its been an eternity since I've held you. And spending this Friday with you has been absolutely amazing. But he was right. He was right when he asked "how does it feel knowing you never pleased her?" I know he was right because I'm just pathetic and never got better. Never got good enough. Especially tonight. It almost felt like our first time again. Except you didn't love me.