Saturday, October 12, 2013

This one isn't about you, but I'd love if you read it.

You know I like you, and I always have since I first met you. And every moment I spend with you I wish we were just a bit closer. You've been here for me, you always have. Even when the girl you hated cheated on me, I figured I'd just get a "told you so," but instead you've been here to comfort me in the most miserable time of my life. You have been the best friend I could ever ask for, and we've always gotten along so well, and I've always set you aside from the rest. Even when I was with the one I'm now an emotional wreck over, I would purposefully not text her when I was with you, just because I knew you didn't like us together.. 

To the girl who's probably reading this, the one up in Logan, I'm very sorry about that, and I wish I hadn't, but I also wish you could try for me. If you loved me, we would have. 

But anyway... The other night on our date, when you held my hand, those caterpillars emerged from their cold cocoons, and were a breed of butterflies I hadn't seen since February 14th of last year when ___ told me she was single. (Her name remains anonymous by request, because I respect her)

When you held my hand, I felt like I might have gotten something out of you that I've been waiting for for a few years now. 

But maybe not. Maybe It was just because we were at a haunted house. 

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