Hit the floor

I haven't been so happy as I was on Friday. But I've never been so scared for anything the way I am. I'm so scared that I'm not good enough. Or that she isn't who I thought she was. 

I'm so happy I can look at her eyes and let them fish a smile right out of my heart 

But I'm so scared that she doesn't want what I do. 

I'm so happy that I get to look right outside and know she is right there. 

But I'm so scared that every word I say might mess this up. 

I'm so happy for any potential future I have with her. 

But I'm so scared of there not being one. 

I'm so happy I can get Tammy off my mind

But I'm so scared that I will get a new Tammy. 

I'm so happy that her mom loves me

But I'm so scared of her not loving me. 

I'm so happy I can put down that bottle 

But I'm so scared that i won't throw it away. 

I'm so happy I can trust her 

But I'm so scared that I can't. 

I'm so happy 

But I'm scared I'm not.