Sunday, September 29, 2013

The telephone.

Last night was hard for me. 

I almost ended my life because of you. 

But I'm glad I didn't. Because that phone call you gave me made me feel like you do care. 

Even though you love this new guy, and you're going camping with him this weekend, I feel like you care about me. 

It's in a way that I don't want, because I want you to love me and care about me, but seeing as that isn't an option.. I'll just deal with what I've got. 

It's just that crippling depression isn't a very good cuddler. 

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