This feeling like no other.

So I went to a crazy dance tonight. Lots of pretty girls who were willing to dance and do anything. 

None of them even compare to you. You are worth more than any of them ever could be to me. 

I sat there and thought of you the whole time. And how I wished I didn't tell you I "didn't like grinding" cause right now, any kind of physical contact with you would make my life complete. 

It's a good thing I have this blog because these are things I die every day wanting to say to you in person or even over text, but don't, because I just feel unloved right now. 

I call you beautiful, gorgeous, and everything in between, and you ignore it like I never said it. I say good morning sunshine, and I wonder if it even triggers the smallest bits of feelings for me. 

What will it take to get those feelings to resurface? What will it take to prove you wrong? To prove to you that I can be the boyfriend you want? So many rhetorical questions. Because you'll never answer them.